sábado, 8 de noviembre de 2008

PAST
before my life was very beautiful, that was a little girl sepodria say almost perfect, 'because at that stage I did not know anything, it was answering, deny, shout, encourage, make people feel bad wings, telling lies, thinking,' worry . it was a good girl with a niñezno very good because it did not have fun ahia not what I wanted, always obeying my potatoes and gave them no dislikes, but despite everything was happy with my own world and Anu that when I became interested enpese most of my life and enpese to realize the things that happened around me, there enpeso my anguish, and I think tristesas up a little trahuma, that from that moment I wanted to return everything as it was before but unfortunately nothing could be do like that when my father came taken sienpre beat my mom and my little brother and I always hid it should not do much crying when we saw and what beiamos, tanbien felt when my mom wanted more for my sister who felt that nothing more what it took into account in and what I was always bad that I never let out so she came to where she wanted, when for the first time a personam did feel bad that I cry that was a gift and that it was not my daughter mama, well before my sister when we were small once I did not cry but I believed him and I began to mourn as long as my mom came and hit him and scolding him for another day I do not read, so were passing the I was realizing that if that were true I do not mind because I already have a mom that I love so much and I wish with all my corazon.bueno from everything that was happening I was very sad because everything was complicating my life like sometimes get to feel jealous of my sister pripoa because my mom wanted me I would like her a little, well, all this felt good because I took care Demaci, do not let me have boyfriends, not to go to parties, much less be late to my house and each one I was in my house was always beside my mother seeing as sewing, or descosturando olgo it went wrong, tanbien he helped deliver the clothes and ironing already eataba ready, well since I acostunbre of being alone Even with her that sometimes we were both after comenso and sadness when she died I think I was hit harder than me and sad that I miss him tube muchicimo and poreso I say that I will be never little girl smiling now my life is sadness, bitterness and concern that their memories do not let me live that makes me feel a lot missing, and I can not continue like I want to try to get out of this deprecion that has tied me and that makes it can not be like others.
THIS
my present is nothing pleasant that I believe that if there was another place I do not think we hold because I think it's very dificilesta I am living a stage that no one understands me with what I want and feel it and another that I still missing my mom I think that is something that I alone to solve my problems alone that many personasme even good help for me to leave the deprecion I have paresca even rude, and I think we should not be like someone else to help me, poreso I myself get ahead of all this. so I think it is any other bit of us precionado because Macias tasks in any field, especially in our service because it makes us work remove our time, I just say that this is something very sad because I would neither understand nor I think my life is a development very difficult to understand who swear that nobody sustain this life that I carry as a person and I swear that neither my worst enemy is what I want to live this experience that I'm living good on the problem that I'm living with my mom that I die before I show him what she wanted her biggest dream I had of my era that I was one of the best nurses in the world which I no longer inspires me anything because without it, that's not me because I do not have to prove who the only person who wanted it and I died and if it does not show her and do not want anything without it.
FUTURE
thanks to my dad and my to my buelitos canbie form of thinking because they tell me that I remove my career so that she feels proud of me, quen desenpeñe what I want most in the world and I swear that if I want to sack and yego aser one of the best nurses as you wish my mom would try to ayuadr swear that the people who most nicesiten me without expecting anything in canbio and above all give it a spin on my life that is what I need most in life and that taking it SERE completely happy because we could what my mom wanted more and that segire helping people so they do not happen to my mom what happened, so that other people do not suffer and not feel what I felt would put him poreso keen to swear by it and all that will come forward at any cost does not matter to me as my dad but if I may follow will be studying the first thing I aga in life and if I achieve what finally live happy, and on enpaz Aberle fulfilled all of his wish to my mom that is what we both wanted.

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